Sick and Tired and Waiting

Well we made it throgh the week and we didn't get our referral. I fell ill all week and all I could think about was trying to feel better. Kate on the other hand was checking the web on a regular basis in hopes that our referral would be awaiting in her gmail account. We both know that we will get the phone call first and then we will get the email but none the less we are waiting. I wish we just knew when we would get the referral. Sort of a pre-referral time. It would give us a time we could plan to have our lives as parents will begin. It is so hard to just be there waiting, sitting, hoping and praying for the word that you are officially going to be parents. I know that time will come soon enough but the longer we wait the harder it gets. I say this for both Kate and I, we just can't wait to be parents.